Heart of Gold
im amazed that I still cry over you,
a few months after the break up.
thank you Lord for giving me a heart of

my beachvolley dudes.
make it slow
one day i will be retired and look back at the beatiful moments i creat today!
every descition is a descition for a better world, right?
You now why they call me Big Vic huh?
IM GOING TO SPAIN IN 4 WEEKS.

Now it is for sure! its getting hard doh, the goverment in spain has canceled 3 concerts and the spiritual world in spain is low!!!
but i like it, its a challenge and we are going to spain to make a change! GO JOYBELLS!
so here is a picture, 10 pounds ago!!!

xXoO
BIG VIC
i cant take my eyes off of you
...och jag ville aldrig gå hem,
kvällen led mot sitt slut men jag befann mig fortfarande bara i början, solen hade knappt stigit upp.
jag försvann gärna, jag hade gärna ett par timmar kvar bland -att göra och krav.
Men nu sitter jag här, jag har ingenting att göra, inga krav.
jag ville aldrig komma hit, inte ikväll.
de har nu gått bara ett tag, de borde kännas som en evighet, men jag har fortfarande inte kollat tillbaka, reflekterat.
Idag studsade det tillbaka och jag fann mig själv gråtande, mitt i allt -måste göra.
Jag hade inte hunnit äta lunch och klockan var redan middag, och jag brast.
Jag älskar dig, jag har inte glömt en sekund.
Jag har försökt ersätta dig länge nog att lyckas glömma dig. Men du står fortfarande mitt i livet, mitt i mitt liv.
jag hatar dig, vill aldrig mer se dig,
jag älskar dig, jag vill ha dig tillbaka.
men ikväll borde jag nog bara vara tyst.
jag har haft ditt nummer inslaget så många gånger, aldrig kommit till skott.
och bra är väl det, du skulle nog inte ens svara.
men ikväll vill jag ligga i din säng.
ikväll vill jag inte somna ensam -igen.
det blir inte något lyckligt slut ikväll,
de får komma en annan gång, en annan kväll.
jag vill inte längre hålla allt inom mig, jag vill inte längre hålla tyst.
men jag får hämta andan och gå ut där, igen.
inte tappa fokus, inte visa för mycket.
de blir bara du och jag ikväll Jesus,
men ikväll skulle det nästan vara enklara att kväva känslorna utan dig.
godnatt.
inte säga något,
BIG VIC IS PUMPD
today was a long day at work, 11:30 to 7:30.
im ready to do nothing right now!!!
im pumpd for spain right now, i havent told you guys, im going to spain in June with my choir Joybells.
this video down here is something else, a couple of years ago, its just funny!
xxXXxXoOoxXoXoXoxXXOoO
BIG VIC
DATING
I thinkin about dating,
how do you ask someone out?
how do I dress for a date?
am I to boring to date?
will someone date me?
is someone ready to date in sweden?
can someone help me, i dont get it?
Swedish girls, are they ready for a romantic guy like me? :D
xxXXXoooooOxxXOoO
BIG VIC
i love my mam
this is in swedish, and i love it.
my mam and I work togheter and she get on my nerves sometimes, but today I freakin loved her a little bit more then usual.
she is the best women alive and my future wife has a hard battle to fight, who is the women in my live?
enjoy!
xXoOOOOooXxxXoO BIG VICim in love
im in love with a idea i have, an idea to change to world completly. to make it a better place.

im in love with a man I know, hes name in Jesus and he is the holy lamb.
im in love.

Freakin Canada
Canada just suck, i dont like Jordan Brugger anymore, For sure!
tomorow saturday i work my first weekend, we will call it saturday-party, i like it!
my body is freakin soursed! my workout is freakin good man!
XoooOOxXX
BIG VIC
i took a big step today
hey there, sorry it was a while ago...
just checked out the www.dreamcenterlive.org and i start miss Dream Center so mutch!
Jordan is the guy behind the site and i freakin miss him to.
but i have better news then that!!!
I have descided to work in my church next year, so i will. it feels great!
so im blessed like always, when i think about my life i always have been blessed, even when it was hard man!
so a big cheer for that.
and halleluja!
KISS KISS
HUG HUG
BIG VIC
Dream Center, Los Angeles baby!
here you got a dance from the wonderful Angelus Temple, Dream Center.
And I still call it my church, DC is the freakin best thing I ever been a part of!
I love the Dream Center,
halleluja!
the rest is still unwritten
yesterday I workd freakin 18 hours!!!
i start at 8 in the morning and we were home around 2 at night.. but it was fun doh, thats the way to hang out with my dad, he always work :P
we had 6 stages at the same time, with concerts and stuf.
One of them was the wierdest thing I ever seen, all the audionce was on stage and only a few people, including the bass-player was on the floor, looked pretty fun!
today i work on my tann, its freakin sunny outside so I better say good day right now!
Good day
/Big Vic
